Lauren London reveals how Nipsey Hussle's murder transformed her life

Lauren London has finally revealed how she is dealing with grief following the murder of her boyfriend, Nipsey Hussle, in 2019.

During an appearance on Radhi Devlukia's A Really Good Cry podcast, the 40-year-old actress said she "still feels like a mess" since losing boyfriend.

 “I guess I have to ask my friends how far I’ve come because I still genuinely feel like I have not arrived anywhere,” said Lauren.

“I feel like I’m really heavy a lot, but again, I have to counter that to just, like, the grace of God, because if it was up to me, I would be sliding in here on my stomach, but I also don’t want to take away from the work that I’ve done from then until now. So, I don’t wanna do that, ’cause I’m good at doing that,” continued the You People star.

Crediting her kids for helping her “push through” the pain, Lauren said, “God just placed people in my life that can kinda just usher me in and teach me and guide me. I always say the prayer of strangers held me up.”

The Always & 4Ever also shared how she has been teaching her sons about dealing with losing Nipsey. 

“It’s so different with both of them, because one’s 14, the other one’s 7, so you know. I’m always, like, a container for whatever emotion they have,” Lauren explained.

“I’m just like, ‘It’s OK to feel all these things, you know? I’m holding it for you, I feel you, I understand, I hear you,’” she added. “But also, playing his music. I’m always telling them to journal as well, like, write him a letter, tell him how you feel.”